I can't remember how many times I have ever argued with husband those years about how to treat others and how to see a person.For long time of being praised by the olders when I was young,cheap
nfl hats, I have regarded myself as a good girl with a kind heart,,few words but with a good character,which makes me unable to bear any criticisms, until the time of my knowing myself a little when hearing some from father.From then,I began to find my selfishness and too many things I couldn't bear.I have cared about what I wear and what I was like in others' eyes.I prefered to please others and obtained more
appreciations.However,all above seemed so natural to me,I have done those so unconsciously!At the beginning of marriage,I still thought me as a such a good person,even always argued such a topic with husband.He ever told me what happened to him those years and how many times of being bullied by the people working around him.To be frank,I ever doubted him whether he couldn't adapt to his surroundings,or some weak sides on himself.Even I couldn't believe such serious things on him.I had such a feeling,just because of my simple mind,thinking too little,of course,no big benifits between me and others in work of that time.Or say,I never found whether others did bad to me.Then I told husband everyone I have met were so good to me,in fact,not bad,they treated me as a younger sister.He said he admired me so much!So I have advised him to be a big good person,then others would do the same to him.These years,I rubbed up against more sorts of people,cheap oakley sunglasses, although my circle never departs from the school.However,I found most of husband's opinions are quite right.I understood how evil and changeable everyone's heart is.Of course,at the meanwhile,I know myself much more,the moment of me,prefer to be an unselflish mom instead of a so called "good person"in others' mouths.I will think it funny when it is spilled from the slips of others,I also feel ashame while thinking of my ever saying that before.Experiences are too important to us,which we really can't learn from books or those common days.By this time,I never care about bad words or others' unfriendliness to me,as long as it's true.I want to measure myself how much I can bear,whether I can still keep happy,no matter what happened, except my small family.Others' praise becomes boring to me,which I always feel untrue.Others' cristicms are nothing to me as well,because they have complicated aims.Maybe just one or two person I respect at the bottom of my heart,who have the almost same heart as me.But I know all these are useless,no one needs or this society doesn't need.However I still need a pure-land in heart,which can bring me that little niceness.So I will believe the words of children more,although some of them are untrue,either,but I preper to believe.Even if they cheat me,I still like them the same.Having knowing more and more about this world,I can choose a simplier life,cheap
jerseys, to abandon more unmeaningfulness and uselessness.Thank husband and those experiences,I can live much more happily.No more tiresome things trouble me and let me face everything with my nature.
Wednesday, April 26, 2017
Try to imagine~
Try to make a dream in which we can have the life we really want.Leading my hand by you, cheap nfl jerseys, running towards the sea,You stare at me with a look of deep love.However,because of shyness,I never keep watchng your eyes for long.You tell me you will only love me forever,and contain everything of me.In fact,I can make it,too,Merely,I never say out. I am not so perfect,but you appreciate my lovely character and my personality individuality.You would be angry with me, just because of no reply to you.I will also be angry with you,just because you can't take care of you well.You look so tall and handsome,which makes me not able to move my eyes away from your photo while I miss you.I like your smiles full of softness and warmth,so close to my heart.I can't bear to expose any of my disadvantages in front you,which makes me feel self-contemptuous.But so well you treat me and make everything so true and natural by telling me you like everything of mine including my disadvantages.You never care my hard experiences and conditions,and regard me as an angel.
Wherenever you go,cheap snapbacks, there will be my footprints.Since I am by your side,you never pay attention to which more beautiful girls around you,Because you think me as your closest family,even above the blood afection.You always say it's me that will accompany you to spend the whole life.You are not a traditional man,with an opened-heart.You hate the earthbound existence.You say you will take me to a place nobody knows us and have our own life.Tell our child we are the most important persons each other in this world and be proud of each other.Maybe I am still a teacher,you are a printer~.I like your printings and put them on all the walls of our rooms.We paint our walls different colours of our favourite.That's perhaps a wood house surrounding many plants.I still like long and comfortable clothes,and not look old,You wear not long or not short hair,a kind,thin face and body.We listen to music together,and sometimes miss those lovely person who were gone.We will manage a little shop selling your printers,maybe have no much money,just live the simpliest life.Never mind,cheap replica oakleys, I can practise making clothes,cooking and so many I like to learn for this family.And you always appreciate each of them and think me as the warmest wife.I will still like sleeping,you will never disturb me at my normally sleeping time,because you know it's my best way to keep young and beautiful,and stay good mood.
Ilike leaning beside you,listening to everything you talk about.I like to watch the TV plays about love with you together.After that,we feel so lucky to stay with together.We dress alike,even with our kid.There're no masks of outsiders,our mood won't be effected by those boring people.We don't need to force smiles,Each of our smiles is all from deep heart,This is a world of no sordid scenes.
I will go on saying to myself here,collect all brilliantness of life.Dream is so much now,some have come true,and the rest will never be, take them into deep heart,We can't live without dreams,they can bring us another world,even if just ten minutes.,wholesale nfl jerseys, Like today,it's a good time to have a dream~
Wherenever you go,cheap snapbacks, there will be my footprints.Since I am by your side,you never pay attention to which more beautiful girls around you,Because you think me as your closest family,even above the blood afection.You always say it's me that will accompany you to spend the whole life.You are not a traditional man,with an opened-heart.You hate the earthbound existence.You say you will take me to a place nobody knows us and have our own life.Tell our child we are the most important persons each other in this world and be proud of each other.Maybe I am still a teacher,you are a printer~.I like your printings and put them on all the walls of our rooms.We paint our walls different colours of our favourite.That's perhaps a wood house surrounding many plants.I still like long and comfortable clothes,and not look old,You wear not long or not short hair,a kind,thin face and body.We listen to music together,and sometimes miss those lovely person who were gone.We will manage a little shop selling your printers,maybe have no much money,just live the simpliest life.Never mind,cheap replica oakleys, I can practise making clothes,cooking and so many I like to learn for this family.And you always appreciate each of them and think me as the warmest wife.I will still like sleeping,you will never disturb me at my normally sleeping time,because you know it's my best way to keep young and beautiful,and stay good mood.
Ilike leaning beside you,listening to everything you talk about.I like to watch the TV plays about love with you together.After that,we feel so lucky to stay with together.We dress alike,even with our kid.There're no masks of outsiders,our mood won't be effected by those boring people.We don't need to force smiles,Each of our smiles is all from deep heart,This is a world of no sordid scenes.
I will go on saying to myself here,collect all brilliantness of life.Dream is so much now,some have come true,and the rest will never be, take them into deep heart,We can't live without dreams,they can bring us another world,even if just ten minutes.,wholesale nfl jerseys, Like today,it's a good time to have a dream~
Tuesday, April 18, 2017
Hot Topic
Which was the high spotlight in the past few days ? There is no doubt that a drama which was broadcast on Television recently, nfl jerseys cheap, "The name of people", it shows a deep reflection on the fight against corruption.when we open wechat or blogs, even when we talked with others in leisure time, only one topic was surrounded by this drama, who is the ultimate evil boss ? how about the Dakang secretary, is he represent for good or evil ? when it was debuted it, we even keep our heart and mind into it, as the drama past, we got a clear understanding of the episode, this is complex relationship for each actors, This is the first time that the China TV broadcast this special drama i thought, it was close to the reality in China. After President Xi was entry, more and more graft officials were punished by law in public.this is a good phenomenon.Even we got a steady thought when we ask help for government. It is terrible, but in reality sometimes. i remembered that when i applied for passport several years ago, it took me five time from work to home.Thankfully, i got it finally.There were some unnecessary procedure need to follow, reduce the procedure.i think it will benefit to us.One hand, the drama was brought about high return, on the other hand, cheap
hats, some of the old actor was also pushed on center. Dakang expression, the chief procurator of Ji which with high EQ. It is a real drama, Keeping focus on it.....
Getting blamed
I am getting blamed seriously by my father in law this morning, because of I was missing the chance go for Tomb sweeping with the family at the last weekend for my mother in law.
This is the third year of my mother in law was passed by, cheap Oakley sunglasses, each year before or after of Tomb festival we will go with whole family, my father would like writing something in paper for speaking in front of tombstone to everyone, let us to know and educate us to remember our dear mom in the past how hard of her life. This year the same as plan we are going for the date at the last weekend, but unfortunately Tiger was the heart rate variability suddenly and called 120 ambulance to the hospital at last week, surely this news we would not let his father who is over 90 years old know even a little, obviously to be my first time to call 120 seriously I was corrupted I must be staying in the hospital to take care my Tiger for the dates. My daughter is a new mother and his son has been four months, surely this family appointment I did not tell her how important it was, cheap nfl hats, to be feed the baby in two or three hours of the mother, we did not ask for her accompany.
As helping by my sister in law that the operation for Tiger will be had at Thursday this week, meaning after two days later. As everybody knows that Tiger is the most respect older. To be closed to the father’s home Tiger and I walked to see his father at this morning, we did not think we were getting blamed strongly by the father, he let us sit down and talk and talk, even from Chinese culture to the history of the festival, said we did not educate my kid how to respect others who was the elder. Whatever he said, I just listened and kept silently, in fact he did not know the truth; we just worry about his healthy if he knows the truth, However, replica oakley sunglasses, after out of his home we see each other cannot help, but we have to accept his blames even for an hour.
This is the third year of my mother in law was passed by, cheap Oakley sunglasses, each year before or after of Tomb festival we will go with whole family, my father would like writing something in paper for speaking in front of tombstone to everyone, let us to know and educate us to remember our dear mom in the past how hard of her life. This year the same as plan we are going for the date at the last weekend, but unfortunately Tiger was the heart rate variability suddenly and called 120 ambulance to the hospital at last week, surely this news we would not let his father who is over 90 years old know even a little, obviously to be my first time to call 120 seriously I was corrupted I must be staying in the hospital to take care my Tiger for the dates. My daughter is a new mother and his son has been four months, surely this family appointment I did not tell her how important it was, cheap nfl hats, to be feed the baby in two or three hours of the mother, we did not ask for her accompany.
As helping by my sister in law that the operation for Tiger will be had at Thursday this week, meaning after two days later. As everybody knows that Tiger is the most respect older. To be closed to the father’s home Tiger and I walked to see his father at this morning, we did not think we were getting blamed strongly by the father, he let us sit down and talk and talk, even from Chinese culture to the history of the festival, said we did not educate my kid how to respect others who was the elder. Whatever he said, I just listened and kept silently, in fact he did not know the truth; we just worry about his healthy if he knows the truth, However, replica oakley sunglasses, after out of his home we see each other cannot help, but we have to accept his blames even for an hour.
KPI of this year
It's so annoying regarding the KPI setting of this year, based on related regulation we should set up two aspects from headquarters and subsidiary. All above should have finished at the beginning of this year and to record the system of company as the reference to check the performance of a whole year at the end of this year. But, for this year's KPI has already modified several times since Feb. until now, we have not got a final conclusion how to distribute the percentage of detailed items. Now, it's pending on how to define and distribute the portion of the general because of setting these targets depend on the headquarters' decision. And if we can struggle for better benefit and distribution of reasonable profitability will depend on big boss from different regions. At present, nfl jerseys china, it has stuck there and failed to reach an agreement. We have no idea when we will get a final conclusion, we just wait and see.
Generally speaking, for person portion of KPI's setting, it's not a problem because it's actually different result from work distribution. What's more, it seems that the KPI doesn't judge personal performance at end of every year. Sometimes, it depends on whether boss is happy with you or not.
Generally speaking, for person portion of KPI's setting, it's not a problem because it's actually different result from work distribution. What's more, it seems that the KPI doesn't judge personal performance at end of every year. Sometimes, it depends on whether boss is happy with you or not.
Monday, April 17, 2017
nonsense
It seems the destined coincidense some vague similiarity between me and the protagonist of recently read novel, cheap
nfl jerseys, which the supporting role passed by painted strokebrush to extend or reclaim a new course of main player.
Kind of be attracted which murkily guided forward to get out of the once swamp she had been there. A good conclusion that she would be clearly figure out he was an executioner or a savior.
So compared to what she through, i define myself in a preparation of spreading my wings and wait for the immediate future. Not be scared the murkiness and embracing myself adequately to see through all the cost.
Some little subjective change may distort the old conception or subconsciously make you feel better and unearth the positiveness buried at the root.
With unrelated conclusion: you never could be a genuine friend once flipped cause still flipping knowing any further information of him.
Have a good night.
Kind of be attracted which murkily guided forward to get out of the once swamp she had been there. A good conclusion that she would be clearly figure out he was an executioner or a savior.
So compared to what she through, i define myself in a preparation of spreading my wings and wait for the immediate future. Not be scared the murkiness and embracing myself adequately to see through all the cost.
Some little subjective change may distort the old conception or subconsciously make you feel better and unearth the positiveness buried at the root.
With unrelated conclusion: you never could be a genuine friend once flipped cause still flipping knowing any further information of him.
Have a good night.
A Memorable Day
September the 10th, is a memorable day because all teachers are celebrating in Teacher's Day and we can also show our appreciation and respects to our teachers by sending our sincere wishes.
It reminds me the history teacher who left a deep impression on me when I was in high school. She is professional and careful. At first, wholesale jerseys, she is good at summarizing the knowledge which can help us remember it well. So we can memorize the whole knowledge roughly and meanwhile we can recite it minutely.She is warm, accessible, enthusiastic and caring. She is patient with all students and what most important is that she treats everyone in the class equally. She possesses good listening skills. It is a good way to show that she respects every student. So we all feel safe and trustful to express our feelings. I think she is a good listener. She is familiar with psychology, so it is beneficial to our mental health by receiving her advice. She never punishes us but she has strict requirements to us. Though she is kind to us, she will also give us a talk to call attention when we are lazy or have unserious attitude toward studying. Besides she can usually give us reasonable advice according to different characters. So we always have confidence in learning history.
As far as I'm concerned, cheap oakley sunglasses, great teaching seems have less to with knowledge and skills than with attitude towards students, subject and education. I think my history teacher possesses both of them.
It reminds me the history teacher who left a deep impression on me when I was in high school. She is professional and careful. At first, wholesale jerseys, she is good at summarizing the knowledge which can help us remember it well. So we can memorize the whole knowledge roughly and meanwhile we can recite it minutely.She is warm, accessible, enthusiastic and caring. She is patient with all students and what most important is that she treats everyone in the class equally. She possesses good listening skills. It is a good way to show that she respects every student. So we all feel safe and trustful to express our feelings. I think she is a good listener. She is familiar with psychology, so it is beneficial to our mental health by receiving her advice. She never punishes us but she has strict requirements to us. Though she is kind to us, she will also give us a talk to call attention when we are lazy or have unserious attitude toward studying. Besides she can usually give us reasonable advice according to different characters. So we always have confidence in learning history.
As far as I'm concerned, cheap oakley sunglasses, great teaching seems have less to with knowledge and skills than with attitude towards students, subject and education. I think my history teacher possesses both of them.
That' Why We Play Basketball
We boys all like playing basketball or watching basketball games. Maybe some girls don't understand why we love the sport so much. Firstly, you must be aware of that basketball is a team-game. We pass the ball to each other and help each other score. The team-cooperation will bring us true friendship. Secondly, playing basketball helps us keep fit. We ought to run and jump a lot while playing the sport. That's why I have lost six kilograms during my freshman year. Last but not least, fake oakley sunglasses, almost every boy has an idol from the NBA. For example, my idol is Kirk Hinrich from the Bulls. I appreciate his passion towards basketball games. These idols will inspire us to be better men just like them. That's why we play basketball.
Quiet carriages
It is a nice idea to set quiet carriages on trains: travellers switch phones to silent, turn stereos off and keep chatter to a minimum. However, cheap jerseys, there is usually at least one disgusting person to break the silence.
There are a couple of problems which prevent the silence trips. First is the carriage sorting problem. Some passengers sit in the quiet carriage by accident and are not aware of the rules. The second problem is the duty problem. Noise is sometimes made by travellers who choose the quiet carriage but find an important call hard to ignore.
Several ways are worked out to solve the problems above. One neat solution in theory is to fin people for making a noise, but it requires constant monitoring and enforcement. Another solution is to use prices to separate quiet and noisy passengers, which means creating a market for silence. A simple idea is to sell an optional extra access to the quiet carriage when the ticket is bought. cheap snapback hats, Making the quiet coach both an active choice and a costly one would dissuade many of those who do not value a peaceful trip.
There are a couple of problems which prevent the silence trips. First is the carriage sorting problem. Some passengers sit in the quiet carriage by accident and are not aware of the rules. The second problem is the duty problem. Noise is sometimes made by travellers who choose the quiet carriage but find an important call hard to ignore.
Several ways are worked out to solve the problems above. One neat solution in theory is to fin people for making a noise, but it requires constant monitoring and enforcement. Another solution is to use prices to separate quiet and noisy passengers, which means creating a market for silence. A simple idea is to sell an optional extra access to the quiet carriage when the ticket is bought. cheap snapback hats, Making the quiet coach both an active choice and a costly one would dissuade many of those who do not value a peaceful trip.
Friday, April 14, 2017
A Terrible Nightmare
Individuals do nightmares at times. Some of them are easy to get lost our thoughts and forget what we do in our dreams for the most part. Nevertheless quiet a few others can leave a horrible impression to us and maybe people can still tell the fear and the desperation in those convincing scenes after years.
I have done impressive nightmares too. Among all those terrible memories the most preposterous and horrible one was being told to attend a funeral of myself and losing all my connection with my normal life and people. I can still recall the thrilling experience in my mind. I received an anonymous letter telling me that I had just lost somebody in my life and urging me to attend the funeral.First of all, I firmly believed that it was one of my family members or close friends, but all the people were safe and sound. Out of curiosity,cheap jerseys, I attended the ceremony and I was shocked when I saw the name and the date of birth on the gravestone was absolutely mine. I tried everything I can do in order to correct the misunderstanding but nobody knew me or cared about me. I lost all my connection to the world. A sense of despair came flooding to me and I woke up.
Additionally, a little panic from that bad dream, I have learnt to cherish my relationships with all my friends and my family members. Owing to once I lost those connections, I would never be able to live in such a sophisticated society and I would likely be a dead man in real life.
I have done impressive nightmares too. Among all those terrible memories the most preposterous and horrible one was being told to attend a funeral of myself and losing all my connection with my normal life and people. I can still recall the thrilling experience in my mind. I received an anonymous letter telling me that I had just lost somebody in my life and urging me to attend the funeral.First of all, I firmly believed that it was one of my family members or close friends, but all the people were safe and sound. Out of curiosity,cheap jerseys, I attended the ceremony and I was shocked when I saw the name and the date of birth on the gravestone was absolutely mine. I tried everything I can do in order to correct the misunderstanding but nobody knew me or cared about me. I lost all my connection to the world. A sense of despair came flooding to me and I woke up.
Additionally, a little panic from that bad dream, I have learnt to cherish my relationships with all my friends and my family members. Owing to once I lost those connections, I would never be able to live in such a sophisticated society and I would likely be a dead man in real life.
My nightmare
The nightmare which ever scared me most was probably a ghost story. In my nightmare, it's dark and quiet, everywhere. Suddenly there were two weirdos popping up with pale complexions, one of who was extremely skinny and the other was absolutely flabby. I can't really remember that whether they wore clothes or not, yet what impressed me most was that there were billions of cells on their body's surface,cheap
nfl hats, which was entirely distinct from human beings. Countless cells, tiny and supple, were wriggling on their body's surface every minute and everywhere, including their limbs, necks, hair, mouths, eyes and so on. I couldn't determine what they were. They may be ants, earthworms or caterpillars. The two uncos extorted me for a huge sum of money, the number of which equaled the amount of their cells. All of these nearly frightened me to death and dumbed me. I felt like that I was trembling in the dark hopelessly. I knew I was dreaming but I just couldn't flee away. I went out of my way to rescue myself but I just can't. Fear and despair engulfed me. I was expecting that there would be a valorous hero coming to rescue me from the untold miseries,cheap oakley sunglasses, but not. Suddenly I woke up from the nightmare in a cold sweat, when I heard the most beautiful sound in the world, my mother's voice, 'Sweetheart, your fever is gone.
A Nightmare
I used to sleep very well, so I seldom have a dream, to say nothing of nightmare. But I got a really bad dream last month, and I still feel very frightened once something remind me of it.
Last month I watched a horror film called Shutter, which plot is so horrible that I still remember it very clearly now. I felt very nervous on those days after I saw that movie. And one night, cheap replica oakleys, I had a nightmare.
I remember it was a night in that dream. I was watching a movie in the dormitory, my roommates all went out. A few minutes later I felt a little thirsty, so I wanted to go out to buy some hot water because there was no water in my kettle. But when I opened the door, I saw a man standing in front of me with a knife in his left hand. At the same time I saw him, his eyes stared at me. A cold sweat suddenly broke out on my back. I closed the door as quickly as I could, and I felt my heart was beating very fast. I didn't know what and why the man stood there, but I was sure it couldn't be anything good. I wanted to phoned my roommates to tell them not to come back, but I couldn't get through to their numbers. When I wanted to phone my teacher, wholesale nfl jerseys, the man came in, but I had closed the door. I woke up all of a sudden, and couldn't continue my sleep any more.
The nightmare really frightened me. And I hope I don't need to recall that dream after I finish this article.
Last month I watched a horror film called Shutter, which plot is so horrible that I still remember it very clearly now. I felt very nervous on those days after I saw that movie. And one night, cheap replica oakleys, I had a nightmare.
I remember it was a night in that dream. I was watching a movie in the dormitory, my roommates all went out. A few minutes later I felt a little thirsty, so I wanted to go out to buy some hot water because there was no water in my kettle. But when I opened the door, I saw a man standing in front of me with a knife in his left hand. At the same time I saw him, his eyes stared at me. A cold sweat suddenly broke out on my back. I closed the door as quickly as I could, and I felt my heart was beating very fast. I didn't know what and why the man stood there, but I was sure it couldn't be anything good. I wanted to phoned my roommates to tell them not to come back, but I couldn't get through to their numbers. When I wanted to phone my teacher, wholesale nfl jerseys, the man came in, but I had closed the door. I woke up all of a sudden, and couldn't continue my sleep any more.
The nightmare really frightened me. And I hope I don't need to recall that dream after I finish this article.
The great idea
Tiger is always complain me of my blogs are in English version, nobody can understand what it is talking about, that’s why he doesn’t like me printing the books. He said if someday you can translate into Chinese then he will be fully support me to print the book as many as I can. I have explained to him many times, cheap nfl jerseys, because of my Chinese is not good enough to be a writer, when the time to start writing in Chinese, I found myself word loss, thought blocking or a blank.
At the last week in inspiration I wanted to record my blogs into the file by my own voice and saving by the date, I can review my previous blogs one by one and also can practice my reading, If the record can be sent to the wechat by the voice message that’s wonderful, that’s the great idea, right? I knew Icloud can be the platform transfer and share the files in between, but it is very limitation space to share, you know what I have over 600 articles since the year 2012-2016 to be recorded, if one is in 3 minutes, the space must be big enough for all of these, and it is not easy to share with my friends.
My daughter is smart to find the answer from BaiDu, let me down load the recorder and Wechat APP in the computer, the record in MP3 file can be sent to the wechat as I want, cheap snapbacks, it is much easy way for me to operate. I am ready to start my great project. Putting out my earphone and open my the last blog for the first testing, 3 minutes later I was listening my own voice, that’s not bad, clear voice and the speed is smoothly, I am going to record all of 600 more articles in the following days.
At the last week in inspiration I wanted to record my blogs into the file by my own voice and saving by the date, I can review my previous blogs one by one and also can practice my reading, If the record can be sent to the wechat by the voice message that’s wonderful, that’s the great idea, right? I knew Icloud can be the platform transfer and share the files in between, but it is very limitation space to share, you know what I have over 600 articles since the year 2012-2016 to be recorded, if one is in 3 minutes, the space must be big enough for all of these, and it is not easy to share with my friends.
My daughter is smart to find the answer from BaiDu, let me down load the recorder and Wechat APP in the computer, the record in MP3 file can be sent to the wechat as I want, cheap snapbacks, it is much easy way for me to operate. I am ready to start my great project. Putting out my earphone and open my the last blog for the first testing, 3 minutes later I was listening my own voice, that’s not bad, clear voice and the speed is smoothly, I am going to record all of 600 more articles in the following days.
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